Friday, September 16, 2005
im watching figure it out.. haha...
anyways, tomorrows mooncake festival in broadrick.. feel free to come.. 6.30pm to 9pm.. i wont be there though.. dun wanna ruin it for joe.. so yea.....
anyways, lifes been taking its toll on everyone lately... i just found out that only one in a million smiles are actually from their hearts.. others smile to hide their sorrows.. i used to smile from my heart..all the time... now its just fake smiles to not show my misery...
its not abt 'him' anymore.. mdm swee (my mummy) helped me thro it.. she made me realise that ppl who decide to hate me isnt worth my friendship......
however one thing makes me wonder,altho i threw that problem away... just pondering..why is it that u,h****, are the one hating me, and gettin everyone to do the same, when ure the one who caused everything......... arent i supposed to be the one hating u?
nevertheless, ive kindda got some latest news thingy, and i shall message my bro.. fuddy abt it......btw hi!!.. haha........... well, people come and go.. apparently, friends do... so i aint gonna be trippin over this.. im a strong gal..i mean yea i decided to back out of the "war" cuz i happened to respect ppl and willin to sacrifice...but i shant worry abt whos gonna be a true friend and who isnt anymore.. its very obvious.. ppl like fuddy,jas, lis, sak , far and the rest of u guys noe hu u r... u ppl are the world to me and i noe ill never lose u guys....
i noe its hard to understand wat im writin but oh well.. im just weird i guess.. and not thinkin straight.. well.. gtg... cya!.. take care y'all.. if i can make it thro this nightmare, i have faith in everyone else to be able to get through anything...!......
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